Thursday, July 23, 2009

the sadnest for her and me....

Well....hong, i make the hardest choice today. maybe soud rediculous when u hear but i reli do it, i tell her abt break and i do it today, ya she was teribble sad after she hear so do i hong...if not wat u wan me to do ?wan she w8 me ? i go OP soon and doctor also cannot gib me a true percentage of success. sound like sohai hor hong.. but i m a sohai at tis farking moment!!!! i cant do anything but try to let she loss hope on me, she was a great girl, a gud future, a gud life, not like me, lose my hope at all, in tat pass few day, i reli seem like heck care abt wat she say and wat i say to her, but for today, every single of her i memories it hard in my brain, i oli left these word in my brain since tonite, 1/2 week ago she tell me she got a friend try to break us up..and i tell her i not gona leave her for tat black heart friend but now is not same, i just hope her and happy after tis..even wat the results happen on me 2, i hope she will still live gud gud..my sixth sence tell me tat maybe my msn adi blocked by her, or she not gona on9 msn anymore.... even cabal and mine tis blog...maybe is better hor LOL... then no ppl noe tat i reli miss u till tok like tis to u bro...Ya is was true i reli miss u guy a lot... i loss her now oli lthing left is friendship with u all and sum1 most tok active with me oli.....sumtime hor i reli think abt if i stay in ipoh last time didt cum to KL maybe everything is not same right :?, she not gona love with me coz i cannt always on9, then her live will always better then now de right ?but suan ba thing cannot change now oredi.. it does happen to me and her...well.... May gid with her always ...everything will flow gud to her in her life...tat all i can try..atleast gib my luck to her...i been make she tio so jialat 5 month.. sad,mad,cry........is time to stop these bad thing to her and bring sum gud and happiness to her next... but in my heart, i always feel tat, the hardest choice cum out from a brave heart to make it...Now hong u dunt say me so weak anymore ok > tis is the most bravest thing i do to my BAO BEI!!! adi.... but just is a sad ending....i also nearly siao ler....i keep reply those sound clip lasat time send by her oli...hope it can always with me in my memories.....tonite also is my last day to cor her dear...haha sound reli bu she de lor when i cor it but i had to do it.....is beter let her broke heart then keep a w8ting heart for a useless ppl and haft dead man...i never blame i ur faults hong... is reli a acident..is reli not ur faults i never blame u be4 and u did use ur life to exchange with mine with those gangster to....u have done wat u need to pay back to me , even is overhead on it , i just hope u will do sumtime make me happy at all coz we r not friend/ gud friend/ but u my bro and dude hong.. u been do ur best to me after tat accident... but maybe fate wan ur life waste for me...... my time is near one day by day to OP. i m reli scare hong...i adi lose her now,, i dunt hope i lose another gud friendship with meei yi .....and all my friend ...
Dear .. gudnite to u ... i love u reli....

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
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