DUde...haiz... hong.. i reli so lonely now.....i dunt noe wat i wana say out to u to bro... u noe i reli feel so empty in my brain ...i feeling i m changing ...i dunt noe wether it is gud or bad but i reli seem like everything start change, i dunt noe wat should i tok to her and more promise to gib her and i feel like i also need sum1 ....
Dude i reli dunt noe wat up with my mind but i reli seem like need her back, i not mean abt i love her she jsut treat me as her gud friend i noe dat to , and i cleary say out 1st i not mean of wan chase her back ok dude, and stop fak me , i noe u sure fack me kou kou if u hear, i tell u i going to OP and i feel so lonely , i cant make anymore promise to her adi, i even worse if tok to her also , i scare if i now tell her i love her but wat abt if OP failed ?die or blind? i cnat choose .
U noe, just noe i on9 msn and tok to her , she seem like toking to a stupid ass hole like a zombies jsut answer few farking word oli... maybe she feel i was like ignore her or sumthing but is not wat i mean i reli to scare to tok to her again... i cant make anymore gud promise, the problem is not with her is with me .I reli scare to tell her even a word T_T.... last time tat three word ( i love u) is reli happy to hear when she say top me or even i tell to her, but now everything is change.....i m reli to scare ... Hong help me T_T....
i reli hope she is beside me and can gib me sum advise but it is imposibble... we r to far to each other, wat ever i need help i nid a shoulder to cry out is none but i oli can cor sum1 else..i not dunt wan to cor her but is jsut timing is to big direfent, she free at nite but i not free i nid work she got sumtime to tok at morning but i cant coz i was tired and reli sleepy at the nmorning jsut like a vampire...
maybe u can say i jsut wan sum1 beside me and pei me so far, but is normal thing right /? who ever also hope tis will happen not i seftfish or i try to chase her back . ..
Summore..i scare to tell joke to her also...i scare he may get the wrong meaning and get mad..sumtime when i rest alone.. i reli think abt is it reli i dunt gib her hope better then ask her to w8 me ?...she just a little girl.and she got a gud future with her gud study addtitute, not like me...she was richer then me,a pretty ,charming face, i maybe was just like a water vapour in her life, appear sudenly, disturb all her live timing , then should disappear sudenlly again...
Ya maybe i was reli a water wapour, when face a big problem like SUN or WIND, i cant manage to fight them anymore....i m to weak as u say long time be4....but if i do tis m i a gud guy still? is not my style lar hong!! mcb...but then wat should i do T_T!!!
haiz..o ya hong... NS kem de 1st holiday cum adi..i think tang sure cum home adi lor fly from sarawak.. but tat poor meei yi cant cum back .. LOL
u noe wat she say... she tell me in phone she say, aiyo i reli lazi go back lar wan fly oversea go back then still nid take bus for 10 hrsgo back so gui and so long time need sit at there, later pi gu pain wor.. LOL..stupid reason = =... but she did prety well in there at least not like last time severyday work then go home then sleep
ntg more to do with dat even take bus to city also scare wat the = =funny right > haha...now atleast she breave a bit liao to make friend since tat nitemare happen...sumtime i reli find out y i got more topic to tok with her then my own GF...maybe is reli Sg and My de life to big diferent ....zzz kira and eden is right .. they tell me right thing abt onme month ago, tat time i still dunt trust them but niow i thnik wat they say is slowly cum out..
Bro.. i relio lose my mind up now... wat should i do bro !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!T_T
Alfred Weekahonn
18 at 8 dec!
School
8 dec 1991
[[ The Wishlist ]]
New wand!
Lockart's new spell book
Murder the potions master
New broom
Get into the school's qudditch team
[[ Don't talk crap, it's fucking rude ]]
DUde...haiz... hong.. i reli so lonely now.....i dunt noe wat i wana say out to u to bro... u noe i reli feel so empty in my brain ...i feeling i m changing ...i dunt noe wether it is gud or bad but i reli seem like everything start change, i dunt noe wat should i tok to her and more promise to gib her and i feel like i also need sum1 ....
Dude i reli dunt noe wat up with my mind but i reli seem like need her back, i not mean abt i love her she jsut treat me as her gud friend i noe dat to , and i cleary say out 1st i not mean of wan chase her back ok dude, and stop fak me , i noe u sure fack me kou kou if u hear, i tell u i going to OP and i feel so lonely , i cant make anymore promise to her adi, i even worse if tok to her also , i scare if i now tell her i love her but wat abt if OP failed ?die or blind? i cnat choose .
U noe, just noe i on9 msn and tok to her , she seem like toking to a stupid ass hole like a zombies jsut answer few farking word oli... maybe she feel i was like ignore her or sumthing but is not wat i mean i reli to scare to tok to her again... i cant make anymore gud promise, the problem is not with her is with me .I reli scare to tell her even a word T_T.... last time tat three word ( i love u) is reli happy to hear when she say top me or even i tell to her, but now everything is change.....i m reli to scare ... Hong help me T_T....
i reli hope she is beside me and can gib me sum advise but it is imposibble... we r to far to each other, wat ever i need help i nid a shoulder to cry out is none but i oli can cor sum1 else..i not dunt wan to cor her but is jsut timing is to big direfent, she free at nite but i not free i nid work she got sumtime to tok at morning but i cant coz i was tired and reli sleepy at the nmorning jsut like a vampire...
maybe u can say i jsut wan sum1 beside me and pei me so far, but is normal thing right /? who ever also hope tis will happen not i seftfish or i try to chase her back . ..
Summore..i scare to tell joke to her also...i scare he may get the wrong meaning and get mad..sumtime when i rest alone.. i reli think abt is it reli i dunt gib her hope better then ask her to w8 me ?...she just a little girl.and she got a gud future with her gud study addtitute, not like me...she was richer then me,a pretty ,charming face, i maybe was just like a water vapour in her life, appear sudenly, disturb all her live timing , then should disappear sudenlly again...
Ya maybe i was reli a water wapour, when face a big problem like SUN or WIND, i cant manage to fight them anymore....i m to weak as u say long time be4....but if i do tis m i a gud guy still? is not my style lar hong!! mcb...but then wat should i do T_T!!!
haiz..o ya hong... NS kem de 1st holiday cum adi..i think tang sure cum home adi lor fly from sarawak.. but tat poor meei yi cant cum back .. LOL
u noe wat she say... she tell me in phone she say, aiyo i reli lazi go back lar wan fly oversea go back then still nid take bus for 10 hrsgo back so gui and so long time need sit at there, later pi gu pain wor.. LOL..stupid reason = =... but she did prety well in there at least not like last time severyday work then go home then sleep
ntg more to do with dat even take bus to city also scare wat the = =funny right > haha...now atleast she breave a bit liao to make friend since tat nitemare happen...sumtime i reli find out y i got more topic to tok with her then my own GF...maybe is reli Sg and My de life to big diferent ....zzz kira and eden is right .. they tell me right thing abt onme month ago, tat time i still dunt trust them but niow i thnik wat they say is slowly cum out..
Bro.. i relio lose my mind up now... wat should i do bro !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!T_T